two hours latenight lost in gamelandchris chatting around the kids genius gideonrandom thought:
hyphenated parents kids names like lawfirms
should she starting eli early youngest in his class?
cassidy retiscent to talk at two on purpose?
I want to take one of them camping this summer.
eli's in the most pain, consistently mischevious
like while we're talking, 40 degrees outside, wet
he's got a cold, stayed home sick from school
he grows upset - she won't let him outside to play in a lawn sprinkler.
knack for most improper
upset beyond rationality irreachable
like fourteen all over again
breaks reading philip k dick's selected literary and philosophical writings
page 41 -
The basis of psychosis, in a nutshell, is the chronic inability to see the easy way out.
but it's his personal tone/insight:
All the behavior, all that constitutes psychotic activity and the psychotic lifestyle, stems from this perceptual flaw.
lifestyle - the psychotic lifestyle.
these musings on the i ching
page 10, in 1968, he has - "young, pretty, nervous wife Nancy, who is afraid of the telephone."
and now thinking I might not in fact leave college to tour the country internetting but to sit somewhere to take care of myself, read myself and writework today aimless sorts little finishedshakiyla an I been missin' for whiles now I dropped her random mail and requested a rezendezvous campus central at four she's tired, been stressin' over her summer I put ten projects on hold
except satan review
so it all seems temporary
unfolds into technology future colonialism?
her masters in mississippi - she's heading to teach high school in a foreign land she spent semesters in africa, ghana, zimbabwe she washed her clothes by hand
what was a ten minmute get your address for the summer unfolds into this way and that walking, dinner chat and stories
exchanging dred notes spoke of fights, daytona
whether it's better to punch first or take it or run
people expect you to fight back, for respect.
denise still sick linger on the phoneug really, the bad weather outside,
I warn get off, she takes to moaning sickly softly sexy
feed, webmasters, lani, wavy
today was a down day
martin threw a rave, I didn't came.