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5/13/94

ate


time spent alone
for her
is that time spent
kneeling
before a
toilet bowl
beating her gut
relieving her soul

an empty chalice
waits to be fillt
she eases malice
when fillt is spillt

Out!
let me rid myself
of this stomached burden
I can't bear
toothpaste
and mineral supplements
I'm a fucking professional.

or perhaps
a bulimic artiste
those uninitiated fools
"she's getting better"
I'll show them
nothing
of pain
duly,
dully,
swallowed
and here it comes again!
damn,
last time.
my throat burns
my phone rings
a bag breaks
its not working
another chance
gut dance
personal "ritual"
creature habitual
pain indeed

but
I will be freed!
of my need!
new creed
coming
too late?
for while I wait,
pain must be sate
heart, mind sedate
the urge to purge
will set me straight.

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