jory fixes cars
and on the other side of me,
marisa is dressed well, so sez some bluntly flauntirtious lad
anyways, there's desire and stimulation balanced
I so often end up at party's next to an attractive woman being attended to by a number of lads, and lose my sense of placement there to debate or persuit of an issue with a more focused perhaps genuine individual

in the midst of the party, I experience the urge to perform
to seize attention for my own, grab the group energy with song or outburst
huh.

I do look around and feel love, this is quite common
I love room fulls of people
I love small groups of people
I love one on one

but often I feel as though the existence around me
while joyous to behold
encourages some possession

maren
enjoyed herself tonight with a more than ten minute conversation
not like most tnds, conversation appetizers, no dinner
she mentioned something, made me think

look I know I'm going through some shit,
like I went home, and had this dream

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