duke ellington still rocks the house
late night return from an apartment with too many cigarette smokes
lingering on a threadbare oriental with old friends
roadtrips and harder drugs
peeling back memories
like sticky playing cards
um, still that new deck smell
didn't get past five feet in the door
somehow after that naked dance scene
I'm feeling a bit animosed by the swarthmore queer union
again I find myself patiently imploring dynamic she's so this and we're so
patient, measured, attractivereturn and call gk late talk warn me next time you're going to record our conversation.
abandon spiritual metaphysical thinking
is it colonialism versus metaphor
chaos is the web, christianity like yahoo
today I walked with jessica fennearlier I brought up neptune in consumption class
except it was raining
so we sat around a cafe and ate
talked to her helped me flesh out my plans
when I said I'd slept with someone she knew who soon
said, oh! but she's so good!
planet of social movements, chart the capricornian 80s, comin aquarius 98, pisces, then fuckin' aries 2010, gonna kill us all perhaps revolution and wild political/planetary speculation people seemed to listen to and dismiss some covered their faces
someone else had earlier quoted the pope on consumption - how is this any differend?
but it was a flakey day, I rambled a little much on mckenna and psychedlic internet
made frivolous by tim burke's indulgence critique
is it okay to go there to visit?pragmatic regrounding an inspired folk
more carew shows me her summer list of learning
she's itemized, scribbled in no order much arrayed things to study read listen to understand by the end
she thanked me for trying to sacrelize everything.
I set the notes down the day/day after, and fleshed this out on may 9.