duke ellington still rocks the houselate night return from an apartment with too many cigarette smokes
lingering on a threadbare oriental with old friends
roadtrips and harder drugs
peeling back memories
like sticky playing cards
um, still that new deck smell
didn't get past five feet in the door
somehow after that naked dance scene
I'm feeling a bit animosed by the swarthmore queer unionsat with ali and chandra alternately
ali and I talked a lot about mikeagain I find myself patiently imploring dynamic she's so this and we're so
patient, measured, attractive return and call gk late talkwarn me next time you're going to record our conversation. his polemic
abandon spiritual metaphysical thinking
is it colonialism versus metaphor
chaos is the web, christianity like yahoo
today I walked with jessica fennearlier I brought up neptune in consumption class
except it was raining
so we sat around a cafe and atetalked to her helped me flesh out my plans
when I said I'd slept with someone she knew who soon
said, oh! but she's so good!
planet of social movements, chart the capricornian 80s, comin aquarius 98, pisces, then fuckin' aries 2010, gonna kill us all perhaps revolution and wild political/planetary speculation people seemed to listen to and dismiss some covered their faces
someone else had earlier quoted the pope on consumption - how is this any differend?but it was a flakey day, I rambled a little much on mckenna and psychedlic internet
made frivolous by tim burke's indulgence critique
is it okay to go there to visit?pragmatic regrounding an inspired folkmore carew shows me her summer list of learning
she's itemized, scribbled in no order much arrayed things to study read listen to understand by the endshe thanked me for trying to sacrelize everything.
I set the notes down the day/day after, and fleshed this out on may 9.
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