a beautiful dayover dinner is
someone else's vision
not even that inspired something I decided to do.
with crony big ben
grewin' up in Davidson, North Carolina
man they just don't stop.
drug dealin' child molestin' racist vietnam vet bus drivers abject violence and madness with guys named goof hodgkins, shagbag
let's lunar eclipse drum circle
plan for 6.30, show up 7 somthing
disappear between 45 and 9.30
in the moment, like a moth.
a month's cycle in an hour
I did a lunar lambada
like goin' school out west
I can sense balky'sI don't drink much
sexuality knows no bi bounds "to all my friends".
maybe it's the budding trees
everyone radiates potential.
lingering with him at Paces
carew sneaks me an old whipped cream can
thirty seconds numb beauty transcendence
walking by the kitchen
I sight another unclaimed canister
but not Deena behind,
Justin sorry to be a bitch, get out of here. it's completely hectic, we don't need anyone back here doing whippets. thanks.
drugs can be so much trouble.
but I have liquor
a Midwestern friend asked for a shot
I jokingly told him no more than half the bottle
Ben's pissed I got him started
he sez it's my generous nature stupid to give alcohol to a drunk