20 march, 1996

20 march, 1996

damn tired
involuntary napping
and this cold
got me day-glo green comin' out my nose

scannin' take such a long time
spring break film exposed
relentlessly blurry
cuz I was using 400 asa?
the critical shots turned out
chalk the rest up to art.

I brought five colours thick permanent markers
to the dining hall here
wilson and friends decorate lunch trays
rya and I haven't been connecting
absence of talk is dis-ease
but fifteen minutes yeilds
familiar pheromones
love sex need hate
readying for bediying
jeez, two am
balthazar told me to take care of myself

but flow supreme
two am visitor
acknowledging mutual attraction
she finds me entertaining
me, her intruiguing
her eyes dart a little fast
and still reticent
I hate the smell of cigarettes.

I told colin
I wasn't sure if sexualizing would screw things up
he sez I need empirical evidence.
mysterious types lose their edge
when you can smell their funk.
four am, the intrigue continues
with her unpredicted leaving
perhaps
draining when I contemplate the day ahead;
7.30 so I can shower before web class
Yvonne and Tim visiting educators
in the evening
I'm presenting personal publishing vision
to Dave Steuer's electronic media class
professional publishing types in New York.

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